Current Complaints

[SMc55]

I toughed it out and played one, but I was supposed to sing three.  It was the one my sister really wanted to hear anyway so I didn't completely disappoint.

Good for you - but what a disappointment for you. I know you'd been planning for a while. Hope you're feeling better soon  :)

[SMc55]

sugery is thursday. wednesday i have to have more stupid tests done. i have 2 and a half more days of work to get through.  i keep having these nightmares about surgery. i saw a 20/20 special once with all these people talking about how they woke up during their surgeries. i keep having these dreams where that happens to me. i guess i am subconsiously scared. whatev.

:-/

I'll be thinking about you meg.

[TEO]

My thoughts and vibrations go out to Meg and Dylan.

[megisnotreal]

My thoughts and vibrations go out to Meg and Dylan.

thanks, buddy. i am pretty ripped out of my mind right now (yay painkillers) and am waiting for the ROCK OF LOVE FINALE. i cant wait for this to go down. the show that is. not the operation.

anyway. thank you for your kindness, teo!

[TEO]

Good things come to good people!   :)

[red]

You know what?  You think you're on top of life and a day like today comes along and cuts you down to the smallest size possible.  

Without a doubt, the absolute worst I've had in years.  First, I learn of my mother's uncle's passing.  The man died as lonely bachelor, didn't even have a closet of possessions, his most cherished being his bulletin board of family pictures.  Basically my fear in life realized by one man's death.  I was so distraught, that I didn't even react.  To me, it felt like my fears killed my great uncle by some strange account.  

Then this afternoon my boss belittles me while I'm in my office with a customer.  I confront him and say thanks, that made me feel wonderful and how professional it was of him.  He shrugs his shoulders and says "well".  I walked out minutes later absolutely shaking with rage.  I'm now touching up my resume and scouring the local job market.  I'm going back tomorrow, but I'm laying my cards on the table and saying that in my position in life right now, I just don't need that.  If that means quiting, or being fired, I don't care.  Something I have to do.

Shortly after I arrive home, the long-distance 'relationship' I've been nurturing for the past 4 months basically dissolves on account of me (and to a lesser extent, her) making things too complicated.  Something I both expected and feared to hear every day since June 4th.  

I just don't know what to think.  Mere days ago I was riding higher than ever, thinking I had the master plan under my finger.  But alas, I should have known better.  That being said, I feel a weird calm at my core.  Like the realization that today is the starting of a new (and hopefully brighter) chapter in my life.   :)

Sorry guys, had to unload...:-/  :-[

[MMJ_fanatic]

Whoa...feelin ya K--I've been through that long distance thing myself and now have the philosphy that "No good can come of it"--trying to tend something as intense as a personal, intimate relationship over the phone or pc or letters is waaaaaaay to hard.  Here's hoping tomorrow is 180 degrees from today...

[dragonboy]

Shit K, that really is too bad.
Sorry to hear about your mum's uncle, that's a real shame.
The job situation? that sucks! is there no one higher up you can go to?
As for your relationship I really feel for you. I've tried a couple of long distance relationships but they rarely work.
Let me throw a couple of cliches at you that are actually pretty true 1) you're still young 2) there are plenty more fish in the sea & C) time is a healer  ;)

Try not to let things get on top of you, here's hoping things pick up real soon (& don't forget - you got tickets to see BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN!!!)

[The DARK]

Sorry K. Here's to tomorrow, which is really all that matters.

Up late again. This really has to stop.  :(

[Bam_Bam]

 :D

[Chills]

Try not to let things get on top of you, here's hoping things pick up real soon (& don't forget - you got tickets to see BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN!!!)

Well said DB!

NO RETREAT, NO SURRENDER!!!

[megisnotreal]

*hug for k*
db is right; stay strong for THE BOSS (not your a-hole boss, but the BOSS boss)!

[dragonboy]

Bruce is a good lookin' dude. No dispuntin' that one, right ladies?

[megisnotreal]

Bruce is a good lookin' dude. No dispuntin' that one, right ladies?

the boss is the hottest of the hot; this is unrefutable. mmmmmmmm....
:-*

[red]

The Boss is most handsome man alive.  Aside from Mr. Clooney.

Oh, so I gave my two week notice today only to be told to pack up my desk.  Best possible outcome.  I'm not usually proud of myself, but I absolutely danced around my boss with my wordplay and the dumbstruck look on his face was priceless.  His only reaction, was to overreact, of course.  I shook my co-workers hands, hugged my wonderful 'partner' Veronica, and walked out a champion.  With two new pens of course.   ;D

Oct. 2nd, 2007 - It's all happening...

[dragonboy]

Probably a good thing that you got out of there early - I just took out a hit on the wanker.
The police will be asking questions, things could get messy.

(all the best from here on K!)

[ratsprayer]

Probably a good thing that you got out of there early - I just took out a hit on the wanker.
The police will be asking questions, things could get messy.

(all the best from here on K!)

when i first read that, i thought you said 'i just hit my wanker.'



:-/

[LizKing531]

Probably a good thing that you got out of there early - I just took out a hit on the wanker.
The police will be asking questions, things could get messy.

(all the best from here on K!)

when i first read that, i thought you said 'i just hit my wanker.'



:-/

"I just took out and hit  him with my wanker"  ?

and THATS how you quit a job

[TEO]

The Boss is most handsome man alive.  Aside from Mr. Clooney.

Oh, so I gave my two week notice today only to be told to pack up my desk.  Best possible outcome.  I'm not usually proud of myself, but I absolutely danced around my boss with my wordplay and the dumbstruck look on his face was priceless.  His only reaction, was to overreact, of course.  I shook my co-workers hands, hugged my wonderful 'partner' Veronica, and walked out a champion.  With two new pens of course.   ;D

Oct. 2nd, 2007 - It's all happening...

Congratulations! You did the right thing, especially the wordplay.

[TEO]

Sorry K. Here's to tomorrow, which is really all that matters.

Up late again. This really has to stop.  :(

You remind me so much of my son. Trouble sleeping because of an overactive mind at night. He is still struggling sleeping at school and will probably continue to do so because we do not believe in medication from "the man" for sleep. The backlash of intelligence.  :(