Current Complaints

[red]

Do you stream soothing music at night, or is it porn?

;D

A strange, strange combination of the two.   ;)

[mjkoehler]

Do you stream soothing music at night, or is it porn?

;D

well played sir.

[Jenny]

procrastination
ironic, right?
well now it's too fucking late.
i didn't fucking study for my math final and it's at 9:30 tomorrow morning. I have a raw percentage of probably 46% right now. and now i'm gonna fucking bomb this and get a hardcore F.   :'( :'( :'( :'( >:( >:( >:( >:( :-/ :-/ :-/ :-/

I can't fucking fail my sophomore year math class.
I used to love math. i hate it. i HAAAAAAATE it now, especially with a ruthless cuntbag of a teacher who doesn't give a shit if you pass or fail, only if you show up to class.

please fucking end me.

and i know it's not worht me getting this upset.  i really do know that.  but the consequences will be rough, and my family will kick me out again and i'll just end up wallowing in my own pity.  and i swear to fucking god if i hear another person saying how trivial this test is goign to be in the long run i'll tear a fucking roofing tile through their forehead.  I KNOW IT'S TRIVIAL, BUT IT'S KILLING ME RIGHT NOW.

AAAAAAAAAAGHHhhhhhhhh

i really do apologize. i don't mean to take this out on you guys.
i just can't handle this anymore.
there is such a massive barrier between me and summer vacation, and i can't stand it.

high school's for pussies.

[ali]

'll tear a fucking roofing tile through their forehead

i'm going to steal that one from you face.... :)

no one should say these things are trivial, because they're not. they are huge, its really only once you look back (from a distance) sometimes that you can see them in context... that said, some things are always huge huge deals

good luck with it, i'll be sending good math vibes (such as i can, i sucked at maths... thank god i don't need it now) from here for ya

[The DARK]

Sorry bout that, Face...geometry's a weird one. Due to our strange inverted high school, we have geometry before algebra 2. Somehow I managed to do extremely well (I have one of the strangest brains in the universe, as you know well by now  ::)), but I can see how anyone can have a hard time with that. Not to mention that if my school and parents didn't care, I'd be in the same situation. ;)

Sending telepathic waves of joy in the general direction of Boston.  :)

My complaint: Nothing's really happening this summer. I really should enjoy it, since it's going to be my last summer without a job, but...it's killing me that I'm really not making any kind of a difference. And I'm not doing anything exciting either. I realize that I should be enjoying my time to relax, but for some reason I'm not.

[Jenny]

Sorry bout that, Face...geometry's a weird one. Due to our strange inverted high school, we have geometry before algebra 2. Somehow I managed to do extremely well (I have one of the strangest brains in the universe, as you know well by now  ::)), but I can see how anyone can have a hard time with that. Not to mention that if my school and parents didn't care, I'd be in the same situation. ;)

Sending telepathic waves of joy in the general direction of Boston.  :)

not on geometry, buddy, try algebra 2 and calculus.

but thank you. and enjoy geometry, that shits the shit.
i'm trying to calm down.

[Ghosts_on_TV]

I'm not watching The National at Bonnaroo RIGHT NOW. :(

[The DARK]

Sorry bout that, Face...geometry's a weird one. Due to our strange inverted high school, we have geometry before algebra 2. Somehow I managed to do extremely well (I have one of the strangest brains in the universe, as you know well by now  ::)), but I can see how anyone can have a hard time with that. Not to mention that if my school and parents didn't care, I'd be in the same situation. ;)

Sending telepathic waves of joy in the general direction of Boston.  :)

not on geometry, buddy, try algebra 2 and calculus.

but thank you. and enjoy geometry, that shits the shit.
i'm trying to calm down.

I fear algebra 2. My brain will certainly get lost along the way of the long problems, and I will certainly lose my mind in the middle of every test. I've had a taste of algebra 2, and I feel like I'm holding an armful of grenades that will explode if I drop them, which I do. Not to mention I take forever to do the problems.

I'm still trying to wrap my mind around how much next year will suck.  :(

Society sucks. No tolerence for creative minds, you must go through the machine!You must think like everyone else! YOU MUST BE PRODUCTIVE!!!!

Sorry, I think about this on a regular basis. It's the only thing that really pisses me off... >:(

Good luck on the exam, remember you have 10 WEEKS after this.

[mjkoehler]

Today wasn't as bad as it could have been today, but it wasn't very good either. Veeeeeeeery uncomfortable. Lots of looks, comments, etc. sigh...I really hate it there. When I get back from vaca, I'm sending out resumes. I already found several companies here in St Louis and several abroad. The local would be more ideal however the abroad would make me happier.

Tracy- Thanks a bunch. I still have questions for you about Nashville. I will deal with it when I get back though. I'm shutting myself off from the world starting tomorrow night. My wife and I just need a break from everything.

Well I'm glad you're taking your vacation mj - you need it.
Workplace stress is a major cause of illness and you're on the road to dealing with yours and that's great. Good luck with the jobhunting and have a great holiday.

Update to the update. I have been on vacation since June 5th and I have received over 25 calls from my "backup" from work. 22 of them while I was in Florida. I am seriously afraid to know what would happed if I just up and quit..... Look for a nice really long rant next week when I actually go back. Should be brutal as I am not checking my voice mail and work email until then. They bitch and complain that I never take time off and work when I do, now they are complaining that I am off for 2 weeks.

[ManNamedTruth]

i sucked so much at math i never even made it to algebra. fuck math!@#$

[Angry Ewok]

I also suck at math. In fact, I could have had my degree 3 semesters ago if I could only pass that fucking math and chemistry (chemistry = math, basically).

[bug]

Update to the update. I have been on vacation since June 5th and I have received over 25 calls from my "backup" from work. 22 of them while I was in Florida. I am seriously afraid to know what would happed if I just up and quit..... Look for a nice really long rant next week when I actually go back. Should be brutal as I am not checking my voice mail and work email until then. They bitch and complain that I never take time off and work when I do, now they are complaining that I am off for 2 weeks.

Good night!  What is wrong with them calling you on your vacation?!  That's awful.  I bitch and moan a lot about not making enough money, but I'm thankful that I don't have a job of such importance that my vacations are interupted.  I guess turning off the phone for two weeks wouldn't have been an option  :-/  

[mjkoehler]

Good night!  What is wrong with them calling you on your vacation?!  That's awful.  I bitch and moan a lot about not making enough money, but I'm thankful that I don't have a job of such importance that my vacations are interupted.  I guess turning off the phone for two weeks wouldn't have been an option  :-/  

Sadly no. I am so ready for a change which unfortunatly means new company and I am literly stuck where I am at as no one, NO ONE, wants my job and I have been told that am stuck. Also, we are changing over systems and we will be locked in for at least another 2 years. I cannot do this shit for another 2 years (that would be 5 years total arrrrrrrgh). Thanksfully the resume is now up to date and I am sending it out.

[.Walt]

so i can't go to the Black Keys concert, its official. in order to go, have to join Camel Cigarettes mailing list, and give them a bunch of my info. i just don't wanna support Camel, and get set junk mail about cigarettes...i don't even smoke. i thought the BK's would be better than that.  >:(  although, i'm sure the show is sold out.



you can't even smoke in Minneapolis anyways!!

[Jenny]

ir eally do apologize for all the complaints recently. they'er all stress induced, ultimately meaning they'll cease on monday.
but onea my best friends just broke up with his long distance girlfriend after like a year and she startedt alking to me.  i don't know her, at all, and i've never once met her, but i do know her from him.  but she started talking to me and like complaining to me and grilling me all about him and stuff.  and now i think he's upset with me for talkign to her, but i'm not even TALKING to her! i'm listenign, sure, but it's not like we're plotting against him! and i think she's sort of usign this to her benefit - a sort of "if i can't have him then neither can she" sort of thing. i've inadvertantly gotten myself into one of the shittiest situations, all by being nice. i don't know what to doooooooo and i don't think he's talking to me for now and it's so so so awful. and i just feel like all my relationships are deteriorating and i can't do anything about it. ugh.

and he's away at college with all his new friends and i think he might be using it to get away and i'ts not faiiiiiiiiiiir college is so stupid if it means leaving your old life behind. asdjgaklseb

[megisnotreal]

hangovers suck

[Ghosts_on_TV]

i'ts not faiiiiiiiiiiir college is so stupid if it means leaving your old life behind. asdjgaklseb

If he's a real true friend, you'll never lose him. You're going to lose a lot of "Friends" along the way. Sometimes relationships run their course, even if you don't want them to.   I've just recently come to accept that, actually.

[bug]

Although I don't mind spending time alone I'm getting very tired of being alone all the time.  It would be nice to have some company sometime.   I was supposed to meet someone today who completely blew me off.  I called an hour before we were supposed to meet to make sure I was going to the right place, left a voice mail and have never heard back.   :-[  It's mostly annoying because I was pestered for my phone number and once he got that he pestered me for a date and then he stands me up?

[Jenny]

i'ts not faiiiiiiiiiiir college is so stupid if it means leaving your old life behind. asdjgaklseb

If he's a real true friend, you'll never lose him. You're going to lose a lot of "Friends" along the way. Sometimes relationships run their course, even if you don't want them to.   I've just recently come to accept that, actually.

this is the hardest thing to accept.
i already lost a friend that i loved.  i really loved him and now he's gone forever.  i don't want this to happen again. it isn't fair.  all my relationships are deteriorating and i don't know what to do.

[ManNamedTruth]

i'ts not faiiiiiiiiiiir college is so stupid if it means leaving your old life behind. asdjgaklseb

If he's a real true friend, you'll never lose him. You're going to lose a lot of "Friends" along the way. Sometimes relationships run their course, even if you don't want them to.   I've just recently come to accept that, actually.

this is the hardest thing to accept.
i already lost a friend that i loved.  i really loved him and now he's gone forever.  i don't want this to happen again. it isn't fair.  all my relationships are deteriorating and i don't know what to do.

I hardly talk to any of the people i houng out with when i was 15. You'll meet new people and get over it.